xiao mei. her.

hais. i dun understand wat my xiao mei is tinking all abt.. she t0ld mummy tt she arent goin to coasta sand and it's a lie. great one. my mom doesnt wan her to go.. yet she told her tt she arent when nw the fact is SHE DID. hais. when i called her when mum is out i asked her where she was she said she's at mac.. den after tt i say "is it? realli meh?" den she say is at dte de mac.. wat can i say.. hais.. sometym i'm realli tinking hard perphas i shld forgive herr.. hais. bt i realli cant forgib wat she said.. hais.. if i'm realli given a chance to go back to the past.. i realli wanna go back to my sec 2 de.. where dere is des. ting. jun. her. ivan. and "" and lots lots.. i seemed to be leaving away frm them.. esp her. ivan and "" if leaving my post can mean being frens wif her.. i guess i'll choose to leave. maybe it meant letting ms picca down.. bt.. i realli wanna all those memories back cos we have once treasure/ cherish them. maybe she didnt. bt at least i can say is tt i did. maybe my words were strong. maybe i misunderstood her. no matta wat, i'm sry. when i accidently clicked on her email in the past.. the words realli saddened me.. [i realli keep those msgs, i realli wan to forgive euu] let's c. tinking abt ivan.. we have realli nt tok ferr a long tym. bt i jus cant forget wat his msg is. it's still inside my phone..